tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7632100.post544458317342295163..comments2022-03-14T08:48:13.985-07:00Comments on jedcstuff: Aspergers and a What If romance that did not happenAnonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00927865458234596408noreply@blogger.comBlogger1125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7632100.post-26360922755558287552012-07-25T04:06:50.989-07:002012-07-25T04:06:50.989-07:00Hi Jim,
I just wanted to tell you that I had simil...Hi Jim,<br />I just wanted to tell you that I had similar experiences. <br /><br />When I was about 3, I used to read the newspaper to my father while we ate bananas and watched TV. He worked at Boeing and relished his days off. I had always enjoyed reading encyclopedias and dictionaries as a child, so when high school came along I never really studied that hard. I was always distracted by new things and ideas.<br /><br /> While riding the bus to and from school, I found myself the target of some harassment. Someone put tacks in the brim of his cap and would strike me with it. This was on a regular basis, but I was told no fighting by my parents. Of course, when one can get away with such behavior, the rest will follow. I still carry some of the scars on my hands to this day. It got to the point where the anxiety from just going to school was enough to turn my stomach. When I turned 16, I got my first job and bought my first car, which I drove to school until I graduated.<br /><br />I also had a "lost love". From the moment I saw her, she captivated me. She had beautiful long golden hair and beautiful eyes. But it was her smile that got me, it was (and still is) magical. I tried to spend as much time with her as I could get away with, but there were... complications. I've loved her since I saw her 33 years ago in the lunch room, and I will until I die. Like you, I wonder "what if". What if she had seen me not for who I was, but who I could become. <br /><br />I thank you sir, for having Dia and allowing me to share her company.My Biocosmic Essence Of Beinghttps://www.blogger.com/profile/02666990358165349293noreply@blogger.com